miscarriage - She Laughs at the Days

Pregnancy – It’s not that simple this time around.

Every so often someone asks me if I’m excited about the baby, or gets excited for me and asks related questions and […]

Every so often when we visit Aaron’s parent’s house my MIL will call me toward the front to see what she’s done […]

Sometimes grief sits on your chest wraps it’s arms about your faceand squeezes until you feel deflatedheavyhalf dead and to do anything,any […]

The baby socks given to me the day of Jellybean’s ultrasound. It’s amazing how quickly I forget. Less than 9 months ago […]

I expected that a pregnancy following a miscarriage would be a bit different; a little less blithe optimism, a little more caution […]

I wake to the regular morning sounds of chatter and clinking at my MIL’s house. “The spare room is way too close […]

I gained a lot of weight during my very brief pregnancy with Shiloh, and since then, rather than lose it I may […]

I don’t know what to do with it. For some reason I didn’t throw it away. Normally I do. Somehow I felt […]

I used to resent it when I was younger. This way life has of carrying on in spite of things. I took […]

Don’t write it. It’s too horrific. What do I do with it then? What do I do? I didn’t know what to […]